Live LIfe to Its Fullest
Death is a very hard thing for me to overcome. You never know till they are gone. I personally am not good with death. I hate the look you see when they are in the casket.
I have had a lot of people that I know die in my life, but I know that I will have to face a lot more than one more death in my life time. I can’t stand death. On some of my family’s deaths I would not go to the funeral because I was really close to them. I don’t want to have my last memory looking at that person dead. I get sick when I go to funerals.
The last person that I saw that was dead was a family friend, and he was like a grandpa to me. I didn’t want to go to the funeral because when I would see him in the casket I would start remembering things from when I was with him and that was not good for me. I still miss him.
When my grandpa died I was devastated. I didn’t know what to do with myself. I always use to go everywhere with him when I was little and when we lived in Chicago. He was my favorite person in the world. He died when I was 7 years old and he was the only other person that I had and I loved besides my mom.
I have just been starting to realize that everyone is meant to die some day. I should do what my grandpa told me to and that was to live life to its fullest. I’m never going to be good with death and I never will be, and I will live life to its fullest.